20, 20, 20 fo' hours
ago,
I wanna be sedated.

3/4 of the fucks
are dead, so
that's not a hard
request to fill
for them.

But for me?
I'm fuckin'
tired!

Valerian root.
Good stuff.

Smells like feet, butt you'll get used to it.

Used it.

Got used 2 it.

Nothing works
w/my dynamo
for long.

Exasperating.

Forgot we had
some Valley
Girls.

Mebbe they'll
work.

I've got some root drying. I dug up all the plants I had because they were in the flower beds and didn't look very good.

So, how much does one us? Tea, or just eat the root?

They killed a friend of mine. I hate them bitches.

Valerian did or actual valley girls?

Valium.

I've never had Valium.

It will kill you.

"Happy pills" they'd
be for the rest of
you fucks, then.

Valerian only works
for me for a bit.

Like everything else.

Being manic and having
anxiety issues together
sucks.

When life was simpler,
and I just had the mania,
it was fun and I got lotsa
xit done.

Manic and anxiety.
Sounds like me.
Butt I drink for it.
A lot.

Same here.
Just tosses
depression
in the mix.

I'm just toxicomanic. Don't need no fucking anxiety.

Anxiety spins my
motor like a turbo.

Add that to my list too.
Bro'

"Money, money, money."
4:37am.

Tylenol Simply Sleep works for my insomnia.

Or gurgling Nyquil.

"2 more years here."
5:26 am.

Nyquil'll knock me
down, but I'm a
zombie next day.

Depression sucks and insomnia makes it worse. You'd better take care of that, though I wouldn't know how.

Not sleeping feels
less painful than
getting sleep.

Oh, you should take Tylenol Simply Sleep. I'm out of pace.

Thanks, HellBitch.
I had a bad episode
of depression some
months ago and realized
I was actually depressed,
not just bummed out.

By consciously dealing w/the
abyss when it starts sliding
up on me, I've managed to
avoid another trip into the
pit.

Peeps helps too.

At most I can put
together 3 "decent"
nights of sleep.

Then I can't sleep
at all the 4th.

I'm sure she does!

I'm really nuts
w/out her to anchor
my soul.

Was about to answer exactly the same.
But pressed the refresh button.

So 2 more years in your gatorxithole?
I feel your pain.

W/out you fuckers,
it'd be much worse.

We're all here for ya.
And porn.

Porn=my b'fast.

Can't go to
work all spun up.

The waitresses only
laugh so long b4 they
start gettin' nervous.

Morning hard-on.
Coffee.
And porn.
How life could be betterer?

Chloe Sevigny's
mouth.

Trade the porn in for a sex slave.

Is that expensive?

It'll cost ya,
1 way or your
mother.

"Multiples."

DP?

I watch that xit
all the time
because of you.

Multiples hard-ons?
Deal with Liver.

Dealing w/me
is a full time
hard on thing
to do.

So much for the
Valerian. 7 beers
and a double dose
and I got 5 hours
sleep.